Baby Shower

Holy crap, I don't know what part of breaking up means smother me and ask me questions all the damn time!

Went to the baby shower tonight and none of the people outside of my family that I wanted to see where there. My family was there so that was nice, but me and my brothers just kind of did our own thing. I didn't want to go to the baby shower really anyways because i figured it would end up being like that, but i went.. and regretted it. Constant overcompensation from my ex. Constant questions and trying to force me into doing things i didnt want to do.

I have about zero space right now. No space at home, no space at my families house. I need some space more than anything right now.. Bah. And that girl I'm into stopped messaging me last night. Guess I screwed that up.

I did get a chance to burn my collapsible fans twice tonight though, that was fun!

I am feeling whiny right now, need some rum.. Just remember to take the time to be excellent!